11.16.2009

Widow's Poem

Bold are the colors that I see

In the rain on the cloudy stark days

With your pen and your smile

Saw the palms of your hands dirtied

…saw the black in your nails

(So I held them till it was all gone)

You’d try to keep the balloons trapped

Beneath the umbrella till we’d reach the hill

& at the top they’d escape

& I’d tried to catch them

(They would always get away)

Until I caught one…

& you looked to me

Till we held each other

Don’t say you’re gonna die

Unless you’re gonna come home

Don’t say you’re gonna cry

Unless you’re gonna hurt something

Don’t say you’re gonna leave

Until you mean something…

BY CLAYTON SHAUL